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Winter solstice 2025 – day 20,776

The winter solstice arrived quietly this year, as it usually does around here. Blue peaks rose like folded blankets against the sky, layered and patient, the same way winter has stacked itself on this place in years past. The day tucked itself inward, becoming small and careful. Even at noon the light felt borrowed, a pocket-sized sun smiling from just above the ridgeline, its rays loose and playful, mostly at rest on the mountains.

I have written before about this day, about how it never announces itself with certainty, only with a sense of having reached the bottom of something. The solstice does not knock. It simply finds you already inside the longest night, sitting quietly, waiting for you to notice.

For now, the sun does not blaze or command. It grins. Its wandering lines spill outward like hair or roots or thoughts, reaching over the mountains and into the forest without urgency. This feels right for the solstice. The sun is still here, even on its shortest day, but it is relaxed about it. It knows the schedule. It knows it will be back. It always is.

Below, the trees gather in dark silhouettes, firs and pines standing shoulder to shoulder. Some are nearly black, some softened into green, all of them anchored. They look like they are listening. Forests always seem to understand timing better than people. I have trusted them before on days like this, and they have never been wrong.

Winter always feels like a negotiation between patience and faith. The mountains wear streaks of white like remembered snowpaths, evidence of where water and time have traveled before. I recognize these shapes. I have followed them through other winters, other solstices, when the cold pressed in and the light felt thin but persistent.

We light candles not because they conquer the night, but because they echo that smiling sun: a small, friendly presence saying, “I am still here.” This site has accumulated a fair number of these small lights over the years. Notes made in the dark. Observations written low and slow. They add up.

This is the hinge of the year, drawn simply but honestly. From here on, the light begins its slow return, not in leaps but in increments so small you have to trust they are happening. Tomorrow will be longer by a breath, by the width of a pine needle, by one more playful line added to the sun’s reach. That has always been enough.

The old stories knew this moment mattered. They built fires, told tales, sang songs that looped and curved the way those sunrays do, circling around the same idea. The dark is not an ending. It is a holding pattern. Against it, even a simple smile shines.

So tonight I greet the solstice the way I have before, and likely will again: quietly, attentively, grateful for the pause. The night can have its full say. The sun is already practicing its return, smiling above the forest.

Happy winter solstice.

May your mountains remain steady, your forests attentive, and your light return slowly, surely, and on its own time.

day 20775 : 20 12 2025

Squirrel by day, Skunk by night.

The wall seam has become a kind of highway. In the daylight footage the squirrel appears, efficient and twitch-bright, stopping every few inches as if the siding itself is speaking to him. Tail flicking, body taut, he treats the wall like a problem that can be solved with speed.

After dark, it is Capital V.

I am fairly sure now that the shape moving along the seam at night is him, running the vertical crack with that deliberate confidence skunks carry. No rush. No apology. The black and white pattern slides past the camera like a warning label come to life.

Same route. Same camera. Different hours, different rules.

They never meet. The squirrel believes in escape. Capital V believes in certainty. The wall holds both beliefs without comment. A seam in the house, a seam in the day, quietly in use.

It makes the backyard feel layered, as if daylight and darkness take turns inhabiting it, sharing the infrastructure but not the philosophy. I only learn about it later, from the footage, when the house tells me what it has been hosting.

The seam remembers who passed, and when.

12 19 2025

There is a story that lives along the bends of the old creek, the one that looks shallow until you step in it and vanish to the knee. People here do not tell it outright. They gesture instead. A pause in conversation. A glance toward the waterline when the fog comes down early and wrong.

They say there was once a path that crossed the creek where the stones were set just so, like a sentence someone meant to finish later. At dusk, if you followed that line of rocks, you could hear your own name spoken softly from downstream. Not shouted. Not sung. Just stated, as if it were being checked off a list.

The elders, the quiet ones, say it was never a ghost. Ghosts want to be remembered. This thing wanted only acknowledgment. Step onto the stones, look down, and you would see the creek reflecting not the sky but another season entirely. Late summer light. Cicadas. The promise of warmth you had already used up.

One man supposedly crossed halfway and stopped. He came back older by several years, hair gone gray in a way that did not match his face. He refused to explain, only saying that the water had shown him a version of his life that kept going without him, and it seemed to be doing just fine.

These days the stones are scattered. Or maybe they only show themselves when they feel like it. The creek freezes in winter, but not all at once. There is always a moving seam, a dark V cutting through the ice, like the water is breathing under glass.

This morning there was frost on the grass and the sky had that pale, rinsed look it gets before snow that never quite arrives. I stood on the bank and listened. No voice. Just the creek doing what it does best, pretending to be ordinary.

Still, I did not step in. Some paths are not lost. They are simply waiting for the right name to be spoken back.

Day 20,772

Before dawn, that soft blue hour where the night is still holding on, a fox crossed the back. Just a quick appearance. A flicker of movement. Red against the cold dark. No drama, no sound, just a quiet reminder that the day was already awake before I was.

It felt like a little benediction. A blink and you miss it moment. The kind of thing that does not ask to be photographed or posted in real time. It just happens, and then it is gone.

Later, while the gang was watching holiday TV not six feet away, Flying V made a pass too. One of our favorite chunky skunks, just casually strolling past the camera like it was nothing at all. Two wild check ins in less than a morning. The outside world doing its thing, right up against the glass.

Coffee came later. Light came later. But the fox and Flying V felt like the real start of the day.

Day 20,768

Wandered out into the early chill this morning, the sky just starting to glow like someone whispering warm light under a blanket. We were lacing up our shoes, ready to head out the door, when the ’rents called to say they’d be down in five minutes to drop some things off. We nodded, said sure, no problem. Those five minutes stretched out in that special parental way, but eventually they did arrive, arms full of a few wreaths they wanted to pass along. After a quick chat and a wave, we finally set off on our mission for stocking stuffers and seasonal sparkle.

En route, we enjoyed seeing Little Brushy and family’s slopes covered with some lovely white snow highlights. First stop: Five Below,  rows of bright colors and soft textures, tiny gadgets making hopeful beeps, candies wrapped like they’re ready to march in their own parade. Picked up a handful of stocking stuffers that promise increased blood sugar and good holiday cheer. It’s funny how simple things can warm you right through, like the retail equivalent of a friendly cat brushing against your leg.

Then we drifted over toward @sycamore.station , that reliable little oasis that always feels like a local secret even when it’s not. A few bits of holiday decor caught my eye, the sort that make a room feel like it’s humming with quiet seasonal magic. Nothing fancy. Just right. A little wreath, a framed holiday scene.

Breakfast was the triumphant finale. Warm food on a cold morning feels like a spell for the soul. Coffee drifting steam into the air, plates arriving like tiny celebrations. Sitting by the window watching people shuffle in with coats and sleepy faces, I felt that gentle affection for this city and its rhythms. Roanoke has a way of turning simple errands into small stories, and today’s chapter felt soft around the edges, glittering a little at the corners.

Heading home now with bags full of bright trinkets and a heart feeling two sizes lighter and larger at the same time. A good morning. A small holiday adventure, enjoying our mountains and our little city, one cozy errand at a time.

Day 20,767

Snow Tomorrow, Friends

Hello from your local wandering fuzzball, reporting from the valley as we all shuffle toward another round of snow tomorrow. The mountains already look like they have pulled their blankets up to their chins, and the sky is practicing that soft winter hush that feels like someone turned the volume knob down on the whole world.

I stepped outside for a moment tonight and the air had that crisp snap that says snow is already peeking around the corner. The trees were standing very still, like they were waiting for the first sprinkle of white to give them new outfits. Even the little critters seemed to sense something was coming, scurrying with purpose as if they were checking off tiny to-do lists.

Tomorrow should bring a fresh coat of powder across our favorite blue hills and hollers. I will be out there blinking in the cold morning light, greeting the day like a happy little snow creature myself. If I spot anything delightful in the drifts, I will report back with enthusiasm and probably too many exclamation points.

Stay warm, dear neighbors. Snow day magic is almost here.

#doodle #roanokeva #snowday

BUFFALO “CHICKEN” WONTON CUPS



Ingredients

36 wonton wrappers

1 1/2 cups cooked, shredded veggie chicken

3 oz cream cheese, softened

1/3 cup buffalo wing sauce

1/2 cup shredded cheddar cheese

Crumbled blue cheese (for topping)

Thinly sliced green onions (for topping)


Instructions

1. Preheat oven to 350°F. Grease a mini muffin pan. Press a wonton wrapper into each cup and lightly spray with nonstick spray.

2. In a bowl, mix together the shredded chicken, cream cheese, cheddar cheese, and buffalo wing sauce until well combined.

3. Spoon the mixture evenly into each wonton cup.

4. Bake for 10–12 minutes, or until the wonton edges are golden brown.

5. Remove from the oven, let cool slightly, then top with crumbled blue cheese and green onions. Serve warm.


Yield & Time
Makes about 36 cups

Prep time: ~5 minutes
Cook time: ~10 minutes
Total time: ~15 minutes

Day 20,764

The preset robots yesterday left a little bundle of tiny wonders on my doorstep, each wrapped in pixels and time. I gathered them up this morning like a handful of postcards from the backyard spirits – an assortment of videos, brief and lovely.

First came the deer, a small traveling band of three or four, drifting through the yard with that quiet authority wild creatures carry. They didn’t hurry. They didn’t need to. They paused here and there, heads lifting, ears flicking, moving like they owned the place. I love how they seem to know the routes that were carved long before our fences and porches arrived, and they follow them still, soft hooves on winter ground.

Then the time-lapse clips… little spells cast to reveal how the sky decided to fold more snow over us. Watching the flakes stack themselves into a slow-motion blanket, sped up just enough to see the logic of it, felt a bit like peeking behind the curtain of weather itself. Hours became seconds. A quiet snowfall became choreography.

What really struck me was how bright it all was. The snow reflected so much light that the night footage looked like mid-morning. The cameras, confused but determined, did its best to adjust, but even then some lights flared like tiny suns, sparking over the pale ground. It gave the whole thing an enchanted quality.  Winter has its own idea of how the world should look, and the camera simply agreed.

Winter is showing off again, and the deer being comfortable enough to stroll through the middle of it.

#roanokeva #deer #time-lapse #backyardzoo #snowday