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“Tomorrow’s friday” she said slowly and softly, letting the words dangle from her lips like a drop of chocolate escaping from an ice cream cone.

I long to taste both… her words fill my ears with a delight, care and warmth that spreads rapidly to my mind and heart…and her lips… her lips. *enthralled sigh*

I’m bad.

I have 4 packages to send out.

They’ve been sitting by my front door “so I won’t forget them” since Friday night, to take to the post office last saturdayt morning.

Tonight, when I see them, I’m putting them *IN FRONT* of the door, in order to ship them off. to them that’s expecting mail, it should get to you by the weekend.

Ack. On to good stuff.

I talked to my brother last night, and hopefully we’ll be getting together this Sunday to go to the pier, listen to some music, see a few friends. Listen to a band that I’d like to do a website for. We’ll see.

My morning fog obscures all memory of last night’s dreams. I lay in bed this morning, waking slowly, thinking of being with my sweetie in a park, watching the folks go by, seeing children playing. There was horseback riding and a lot of people there, even though they were spread out quite a bit…Its times like that when I wonder what we’ll be like five years from now… a decade, even 30 years. Her with a head of silver, me with a horseshoe of grey, grown old together…maybe children of ours having children of thier own. What’ll the world look like when my age has doubled? The same, but only with more crap music and cool technology? (Sort of how I view the shift from the 80’s to now…) I like to think we’ll still have books, peace and freedom. I think we’re overdue for a global confilct… I hope we never have another, but is that a realistic hope? I’m getting too old to serve, but will my kids one day have to kill people that threaten our way of living?

I just want to grow old with the woman I love. 🙂 A reasonable request, I think.

I’m *very happy*….

I’ve got some Lj buddies, and my sweetheart to join me in majestic… real time mystery solving, conspiracy breaking, freaky weirdness.

has already signed up, and and are soon to follow. I’m psyched. 🙂 I wonder if I can get more folks to play a creepy game like that.

I’m guessing and are too busy with everquest… anyone else like that sort of thing?

I can only think of a few ways this could get better.

Current Scenario – Heavy Rain. Cat purring at feet, snuggly. Me, freshy showered and shaved… in a semi-hypnogogic state, eating fresh sunflower bread with peanut butter for breakfast, with a side of hot earl gray tea.

Improvements – Skip work. Get my sweetheart in here. Spend the day in bed, reading, talking quietly together, feeding each other, making love and sleeping in each other’s arms.

For at least a week.

yeah.

I bet the woman I love has gone to bed, and is racing through dreamland right now. I’m going to dive in there after her, and see if I can catch up. But first off… I need something to eat. What’ll promote dreams? I’m fresh out of rarebit.Site Meter

I guess some ramen noodles and Tabasco will have to do! 🙂

*hugs* to all you of you folks hitting the sack, and *kisses, love and adoration* to my sweetheart, wherever she may be. 🙂 nigh-night.

My sweeties feeling under the weather, so went to bed early….sending her loving, comforting thoughts. *kisses and loves*

In other news DSL is back! hooray! Yeah, baby! I can surf and talk again!
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On Video – Monty Python/Red Dwarf

In Belly – Woo… it was a luau-a-go-go..pineapple chunks, sweet peas, veggie dogs and ukulele music abounded as I crooned tiny bubbles to Newton (Who played at my feet as I threw milk rings for him to fetch as I ate. Looking sort of bad… my laptop’s spacebar is missing taps when I smack it with my right thumb. I’ll have to read my insurance policy, and see about what repair involves. I don’t imagine it’ll be much trouble. I don’t want to take it apart myself if it voids any repair warrantee.

got me thinking about random journals.

I long for customized random search buttons. The random journal as it is now doesn’t do a lot for me, as my interests are usually a bit different than the average LJ-er, (according to statistics, the average LJ-er is a 16 year old girl… I’m Double that age and a male (worse, I’m a pod-person)). What I’d like to see is the user search engine return soon, so you can type in parameters. (and I’d like to add a parameter… “no foul language or l33t” text in a post. That way I could bypass the folks on a rant, or talking smack pseudo script-kiddy code. (and folks could find the same, if they wanted to read that stuff.) Heck, in the theme of Chris’s recent post, I wonder if there’s a clean way to implement a message size one, too.. “must contain at least 10 words” or whatever. I bet there is. (that’d snip out my Cap’n Kirk Joke…) Or, for example, have it cut out journals that use phrases or people you don’t like… (For example, don’t use anyone already on my friends list, or my blocked list, or anyone who uses too many ellipses (…’s, a guilty pleasure I partake in myself.)

The random feature hasn’t helped me find any journals I like to read in a long time. However, the interests list, and mutual communities are a great idea for mining for new folks. Stef’s latest idea of describing a friend and having you guess about them is another great idea.



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Now has me thinking of bees that make chocolate instead of honey!

What would those hives smell like?

Does the idea of my tracking folks who read my journal scare anyone? I think it’s pretty safe, as we know who’s on a friend’s list already… but does time of viewing upset anyone? My knowing that ‘someone’s on leftyrok’s friends page right now, for example?

Should I not put this little number on my entries?



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Yum.

I’m in the mood for a strawberry/banana smoothie, after reading ‘s post.

Anyone want to join me? (and bring some bananas and strawberries? I have the Juice and yogurt! ) tasty, and packed with potassium!

Frozen Fruit Smoothie
Ingredients:
1 large banana – frozen
1 cup fresh strawberries
1 small carton vanilla yogurt
1/2 cup fruit juice

Blend in blender. Serve immediately in stemmed glasses. Serves 2.

(or if you’re a piggie like me, it serves one. but I’ll make as much as need be to pass around)

You can leave out the yogurt if you don’t want dairy, or prefer less fat… I think it really adds a good bit to the mix, however. (if you leave out the vogurt, add more strawberries to make up the bulk. yum!)

Chores update

vcr tapes have switched to old episodes of maniac mansion, tiny toons and MTV’s Buzz

I see a light at the end of the tunnel!

Landlord was by, and fixed the phone jack and toilet (sort of broke something else, though, so he’ll be back in a few to fix that. 🙂 )

It’s raining hard outside, so I’ll probably to my laundry after cleaning up the apartment, either tonight or tomorrow. Ack, sorting books, cd’s software, and assorted schtuff. My RP Gaming stuff is especially large and cumbersome, as is my programming pile. I thik I’ll have 2 or more long bookshelves of each. I’ve Rp’ed too many systems. each editition of Ars Magica, Call of Cthulhu, GURPS, Champions, and scads of supplements, plus all sorts of oddball systems that have snuck in here or there. Noticably abscent is AD&D…. I sold all of that stuff off at the local game store last time I moved. (made a pretty penny, too…) the only remaining vestige from that period is a few lead mini’s and some wacky high-impact plastic dice.

A *ton* of stuff… did I really have a time in my life when I was living out of a backpack?

I’m missing my sweetie! I wonder where she’s at… usually I get a good morning hello, but today she’s been offline so far. I hope she’s feeling good, and digging her chores. 🙂 I’m doing the snow-white ‘whistle while you work thing…’ I’m so goofy about being in love sometimes… but it’s ok, she doesn’t mind my mushitude when it comes to her. I love her so much, it’s cray-zee! *shouts it from the rooftops*.

Ah luv yew, baby bear! 🙂