I didn’t remember much of my dreams from last night… but I do remember that the dreams were bad. I was restless, had trouble finding the comfortable position for sleep. A recent dream had me in a long room, working an assembly line of roses… one person planing a wooden block, drawing ribbons of tree-stuff into circles on a dowel, forming a rosebud. Dip them into a fragrant oil, and light them on fire… they would then bloom into deep flame-colored roses. Dark Reds, Oranges and whites… I don’t remember Blue one, but they all were the color of fire. many friends were there, from the present and the past. My love was by my side, I remember that, quite vividly. On reflection, I wonder if it took place in the same house we were searching/decorating/moving into… the room was some sort of dining area with deep, rich wood, overstuffed chairs, and thick, strong burgundies, reds, and forest greens. I think the dining table was perhaps able to seat 13 or more to a side… dream lengths and widths, depth perceptions rarely are static for me.

Wow. I *really* need to get a new job. I’m terrible….. I fully planned to have it by January. First real day of submissions today, I was just foolin’ around before. I drank some beer tonight, not usually my habit but I’m glad I did….Loosened my worry, and I can focus on getting some information set to go.

dice.com, monster.com, hotjobs.com

anyone want to recommend another?

Going to do a little writing now.

I love Ornj more than Cap’n Crunch, with berries.

That’s a *LOT*.

*monchmonch* I’d like to have her here now, so I could have both.

MMM. Cereal. It’s what’s for breakfast.

The girl has gone to bed, and I’m soon to follow.

An *insane* amount of Haiku happening in sweetalyssm‘s journal. Good Job to both her and Kevin on keeping me on my toes! Is there any way to make your default view in LJ ‘everything’? No threads, no pages?Just one big honking huge scroll-screen? It’s too hard to get to the juicy stuff!