Laundry day, and after laundry… maybe *i hope i hope* laptop day. I really have put off getting one for far too long.

Lone Gunmen keen last night… I didn’t even mind the 2 ‘intruder’ characters.

Well, laundry and chores won’t do themselves…. be back in a bit.

Holy moley!! My Hippie Buddies are preggers!! Dave & Cathi are at least 3 weeks late for her period… She just took her 2nd test, and it lokos like the seed took hold!

That’s very cool. They’re going to make great parents, good guides, and make a life that’s worthwhile in this world… I know it.

*does the happy Scotto dance. I’m going to get all the details shortly, probably take ’em out to a late supper & a movie in the near future.

Yay! Happy Parents, and good parent-types. 🙂

dave & cathi

Taken last earth-day… awwww!!

from straight dope. – edited for size

How loud does something have to be to kill someone? I heard once on BattleBots that it took 150 decibels to stop the human heart. Is this true? If so, I’m afraid, since I work in a VERY loud job environment (I assemble 747 engines). So is there a fatal decibel level? And if so, is it really 150 decibels? Please tell me. I’m scared.

Nick, just a hint–next time you broach this topic with a scientist over lunch, don’t let it slip that you got your information from BattleBots. A 150-decibel noise isn’t loud enough to kill you, and even if it were, the immediate cause of death in most cases wouldn’t be direct trauma to the heart. But the TV show was right in the big-picture sense: if a noise were loud enough, you’d die.

What we’re talking about here is high-energy-impulse noise, also known as blast overpressure or air blast, which is “the sharp instantaneous rise in ambient atmospheric pressure resulting from explosive detonation or firing of weapons” (N.M. Elsayed, “Toxicology of Blast Overpressure,” Toxicology, 1997). What, you say this isn’t noise in the usual sense? Nonsense. It’s no different from a thunderclap or a sonic boom. It’s true you might not hear a truly titanic air blast, but that’s because your eardrums would shatter, and worst case you’d be dead.

The lethal effects of air blast first became evident during World War I, when soldiers were found dead in the vicinity of an explosion despite having no external injuries. There was plenty of internal damage, though, particularly to hollow organs such as the ear, lung, and gastrointestinal tract. Partly for that reason the exact cause of death due to air blast was debated for many years. The prevailing theory at the moment is air embolism originating in the lungs. The blast’s immense pressure on the chest ruptures delicate lung tissue, admitting air bubbles into the arteries that travel to the heart, brain, and other organs and cause sudden death.

How loud does a noise have to be to kill? Let’s see. The threshold of ear pain is around 130 to 140 decibels, roughly equivalent to a jet engine at a range in the tens of meters. Eardrum rupture occurs around 160 decibels (conventional sound) to 185 decibels (nonperiodic blast pressure). Lung rupture and presumably embolism due to air blast occur at 200 decibels. German physicist Jürgen Altmann, who has written about the physiological effects of high-intensity sound (see www.einaudi.cornell.edu/PeaceProgram/acousticweapons.pdf) tells me the threshold for suffocation or embolism following lung rupture is 2.6 to 11 times atmospheric pressure, depending on pulse duration. The point is, instant death requires a noise that’s pretty damn loud.

That’s not to say lesser noises are harmless. The medical literature is full of reports of people with medical conditions who heard a loud noise and then, say, suffered a seizure and died. Some say (relatively) low-level noise can be bad for you even if you’re (relatively) healthy. The subject remains controversial. One infamous study claimed that jet noise boosted the death rate among people living near Los Angeles International Airport. But the effect disappeared when other scientists reviewed the data, and chances are it’s a crock.

Another possible use of nonfatal doses of noise is “acoustic weapons,” now under secret development by the military. Supposedly, acoustic weapons will use infrasonic sound or some such to incapacitate rather than kill an enemy, turning him into a bleeding, puking mess. Or maybe they’ll kill him, using baseball-sized “acoustic bullets.” Despite persistent reports in the press and much hand-wringing about the dire import of this new technology by human-rights groups, no one has actually seen a practical demonstration of such a weapon, and very little has appeared in the scientific journals. Then again, I suppose very little had appeared in the scientific journals about the Manhattan Project before they crisped Hiroshima. All I’m saying is, while there’s no question the military is putting some serious money into acoustic weapons research, a lot of people are pretty skeptical. But if something does come of it, we’re ready. The U.S. military already has experience serenading the likes of Manuel Noriega with ear-shattering rock ‘n’ roll, and if that fails, there’s always gangsta rap.

poem – robert burns


Hey, The Dusty Miller

1788

Hey, the dusty Miller,
And his dusty coat,
He will win a shilling,
Or he spend a groat:
Dusty was the coat,
Dusty was the colour,
Dusty was the kiss
That I gat frae the Miller.

Hey, the dusty Miller,
And his dusty sack;
Leeze me on the calling
Fills the dusty peck:
Fills the dusty peck,
Brings the dusty siller;
I wad gie my coatie
For the dusty Miller.


from http://www.robertburns.org/works/213.html

word of the day.

tri·age (tree-äzh)
n.

1 – A process for sorting injured people into groups based on their need for or likely benefit from immediate medical treatment. Triage is used on the battlefield, at disaster sites, and in hospital emergency rooms when limited medical resources must be allocated.
2. A system used to allocate a scarce commodity, such as food, only to those capable of deriving the greatest benefit from it.

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[French from trier, to sort, from Old French.]

Lovely morning walk… the sun was shining, birds singing, and I wasn’t easily winded.

It’s come to my attention that I really haven’t posted much prose or poetry lately, and that I need to get back on that path, as well as others.

Thinking about spirituality lately, what I’d like to attain, where I’d like to be.

I would like to be more kind, more loving, and more trusting. I try to be nice to everyone…but I don’t deal well with people who are in my opinion consistently cruel, thoughtless, disloyal or vulgar. That’s a lot of people to have a problem with. Well, let’s narrow it down. I don’t deal well with people who are like that with me or my friends.

Lately, I’ve encountered that sort of stuff in a lot of different places. Work, LJ, and much of the rest of meatspace and cyberspace too. That’s one reason I don’t visit IRC unless I know a friend will be there. I Don’t play AOK online, generally, unless I know a buddy will be there… it’s not worth wading through the literally hundreds of socially retarded (I mean it. the growth there is literally hampered. they need to get out, go camping or something) folks that seem to wreck it for everyone else.

Don’t get me wrong… I know a *lot* of sweet folks online, and off. I’ve no problem with them. Sadly, they seem to be in the vast minority in public forums.

So, the question remains. How do I treat those that are less than kind with kindness? I don’t want to become condescending, but it seems that my approach of “they don’t know any better” or “they have a lot of anger” or “that’s just ignorant” or “they’re that needy for attention” all seem to be a little bit so. I don’t want to put on airs of superiority, I want to fix the situation…but it seems as if that’s not always possible. I know I’m not a superman, and it’s not my job to fix everything, but I have a very real drive to want to help folks, especially those who are so visibly broken.

I’ve had friends in the past that I wanted to help, but they didn’t want it. That’s a hard situation to be in. I’ve been friends with a lot of different sorts of people. Some Vulgar terms for them might be Adulterers, Amoral People, Liars, Bastards, Finks ,Snobs, Thieves, and Whores, some of whom fill more than one category. (Whee, alphabetical order!) I cut them some slack, because I thought I could help. I’ve since learned that sometimes I can’t help, and I shake them loose. Sometimes with an argument, sometimes they shake me loose, and I don’t pursue. (to any of the above that I’m still friends with… I still care about you, I just really dislike that aspect of your personality, and I wish that you’d cut it out, with or without my help.)

I went to get past my triage mentality of helping. An economy of kindness isn’t what I want to be a part of. I want to dish it out wholesale.

chat transcript – straightening lakme out.

LakmeKapay (8:11:26 PM): you up for a chat?
BigLug23 (8:11:35 PM): sure.
LakmeKapay (8:12:14 PM): look. dude. I have NOTHING against you. I never even cared about that friends list thing. You were someone totally peripheral to me. But Penny and I were pretty close back then, and she told me flat out it was you who helped her.
BigLug23 (8:12:31 PM): that’s fine. but it’s untrue.
LakmeKapay (8:12:35 PM): I always thought you were nice and stuff, but ANYONE who would do that to my friend is not cool. you get me?
LakmeKapay (8:12:45 PM): then why couldn’t she get the entries after Carrie took you off again?
BigLug23 (8:12:47 PM): I hear you, but I don’t do stuff like that.
BigLug23 (8:13:01 PM): it could’ve been in her cache, before she refreshed…
LakmeKapay (8:13:08 PM): you know, everyone tells me this, and you seem this way.
BigLug23 (8:13:21 PM): I don’t know, but I do know I didn’t pull any nonsense.
LakmeKapay (8:13:22 PM): then why would she tell me it was you?
BigLug23 (8:13:30 PM): I don’t know.
BigLug23 (8:13:44 PM): maybe she misspoke?
LakmeKapay (8:13:46 PM): you don’t have a bit of a *problem* with that?
BigLug23 (8:13:59 PM): nope, because I don’t know you that well.
LakmeKapay (8:14:00 PM): dude, she literally said it was you who had gotten back on carrie’s list and given her the entries.
BigLug23 (8:14:21 PM): unless I can see it, it’s a question of her word against yours.
LakmeKapay (8:14:23 PM): I don’t know you either. Why would I pull this out of my ass?
LakmeKapay (8:14:48 PM): I honestly don’t have it. I deleted her from my ICQ after she broke into the account for the millionth time.
BigLug23 (8:14:49 PM): she’s now come out and said it wasn’t me.
BigLug23 (8:15:07 PM): why would you trust a stalker over a stranger?
LakmeKapay (8:15:12 PM): how do you know her? you’ve had her on both your friends list, may I ask?
LakmeKapay (8:15:30 PM): oh, Carrie and I had a fight way back when, and Penny tends to glom onto people she thinks might sympathize.
BigLug23 (8:15:34 PM): yup. I met her through Lj, like 99% of my links.
LakmeKapay (8:16:26 PM): dude. the fbi is now investigating penny’s hacking of Carrie’s accounts. they are going to check everything. I’ll let it drop, but if there is some record of it on your computer or something, I strongly suggest you delete it or you’ll have more trouble than you’d wish for, okay?
BigLug23 (8:16:30 PM): I really don’t remember exactly, but she’s been nice to me. I don’t understand the penny/carrie thing, and don’t really care to.
BigLug23 (8:16:49 PM): nothing on my machine, so I’m cool.
BigLug23 (8:16:54 PM): I’ve done nothing wrong.
LakmeKapay (8:17:00 PM): I’m not threatening you, I’m just warning you. Penny is in major shit.
BigLug23 (8:17:15 PM): good. I hope people who commit crimes are punished for them.
LakmeKapay (8:17:19 PM): look. If it wasn’t you, I’m sorry. I honestly didn’t’ say any of this to cause trouble for you.
BigLug23 (8:17:28 PM): it wasn’t.
LakmeKapay (8:17:41 PM): but I think you can understand my point of view. if it was me giving out your friends entries, woudln’t you want to warn others?
LakmeKapay (8:17:46 PM): this shit gets *scary*
BigLug23 (8:17:57 PM): if I had proof, I’d go to brad about it.
LakmeKapay (8:18:01 PM): penny hacked her entire MACHINE
BigLug23 (8:18:18 PM): well, then why use anones pw? she could use carries own.
LakmeKapay (8:18:35 PM): well there isn’t much they can do if you gave her your password, though-if I gave you mine, it would be yours to use too
LakmeKapay (8:18:56 PM): I think she had help in doing it this time. Carrie’s had problems with her linex box at work for months and I think Penny finally figured outhow to get in
BigLug23 (8:18:57 PM): all I know is that I’ve done no wrong, and I’ve been accused of it. my friends have been treated badly as a result.
LakmeKapay (8:19:06 PM): and carrie hasn’t?
BigLug23 (8:19:18 PM): I don’t know. 2 wrongs don’t make a right.
LakmeKapay (8:19:47 PM): no, but it also isn’t fair that someone gave out her entries. and when penny tells me flat out it was you, why wouldn’t I worry for Kathleen and Billi?
LakmeKapay (8:20:06 PM): I mean, I was on ICQ when Carrie said “okay, she’s trying to get in, and she can’t see them now!”
LakmeKapay (8:20:12 PM): literally two minutes after.
BigLug23 (8:20:13 PM): from what I’ve seen, your form of caring is verbal abuse.
LakmeKapay (8:20:32 PM): oh, I got enough of it on this end, dude. there is plenty you didn’t see
BigLug23 (8:20:38 PM): kathleen and billi seem to have been slammed, not cared for.
BigLug23 (8:20:48 PM): I don’t doubt that.
LakmeKapay (8:21:40 PM): no, they slammed me right back. I never asked anyone to take sides or to delete you. I was just worried that if they let you see private stuff it also might become a problem. I mean, tell me something. What motivation would I have to lie about this situation?
BigLug23 (8:22:21 PM): I don’t know you well enough to establish motive.
LakmeKapay (8:22:47 PM): I have no idea what your motivation for assisting penny for would be either, but again, why would she say it?
BigLug23 (8:22:50 PM): what motive would I have to give out pw?
LakmeKapay (8:23:03 PM): oh, penny’s pretty convincing.
BigLug23 (8:23:04 PM): who knows.
LakmeKapay (8:23:15 PM): I spent time talking to her. I know what she can be like.
BigLug23 (8:23:16 PM): Well, I’m not in the habit.
BigLug23 (8:23:29 PM): I don’t give stuff like that out, plain and simple.
BigLug23 (8:23:37 PM): I feel you were misinformed.
LakmeKapay (8:23:39 PM): well. I guess I can’t say anything else.
LakmeKapay (8:23:54 PM): I’m sorry for offending you, if that counts for anything.
BigLug23 (8:24:01 PM): I hope you get the truth.
LakmeKapay (8:24:04 PM): but really, my only desire was to protect others.
LakmeKapay (8:24:21 PM): I’ve been lied to by enough assholes on LJ that I get really sick of it, you know?
BigLug23 (8:24:28 PM): that’s fine.
BigLug23 (8:24:38 PM): There are a lot of nice folks there too.
LakmeKapay (8:24:53 PM): yeah, well. you try having a journal made up to mock you. that’s an awful lot of fun.
BigLug23 (8:25:19 PM): I don’t take the opinions of valueless folk very highly.
BigLug23 (8:25:42 PM): I just don’t like my friends treated badly.
LakmeKapay (8:25:44 PM): look, dude, you really do seem nice, and I’m sorry. But poor Carrie has been mercilessly harassed.
BigLug23 (8:26:01 PM): Carrie has nothing to do with me.
LakmeKapay (8:26:02 PM): my only intent was to stop the nastiness. really
BigLug23 (8:26:28 PM): next time, just do a little more research… ip tracking, brad.
LakmeKapay (8:26:44 PM): I don’t know how to do any of that stuff. Carrie has all the logs, though.
BigLug23 (8:26:48 PM): or tell me… my pw could”ve been hacked.
LakmeKapay (8:26:49 PM): or I do believe she does.
LakmeKapay (8:27:08 PM): yeah, but twice? with you emailing her to get back on? tell me how creepy that looks
BigLug23 (8:27:10 PM): I change it frequently, but who knows the security of LJ.
LakmeKapay (8:27:43 PM): look. I’ll say it once more and leave you alone for good, and take my entry down. I’m sorry. It wasn’t intended to hurt you.
BigLug23 (8:28:06 PM): feel free to leave it up.
LakmeKapay (8:28:16 PM): whatever. see ya scott.
BigLug23 (8:28:20 PM): seeya.

I quote from dotgirls reply to my earlier post –

From dotgirl, whom even Lakme claims is not prone to lies –


Scottobear doesn’t deserve to be raked across the coals. He’s done nothing wrong. Period. If he’s ever given anyone his password, it certainly wasn’t me.

I’m on hiatus from LJ for a while, but this was called to my attention by some friends, and I wanted to address it. I don’t mind sitting by and letting myself be badmouthed, but I’m not about to let it happen to a perfectly innocent person.

As for the clamouring to know who *did* give me the password – I’m sorry, but that is not going to happen. If the person comes forward of their own accord, that’s fine, but it is not my right to out anyone.

so, can we let this all drop?