#6222

They brought a 3-step commode over today.. um.. I’m using the regular john, just fine, and you’re only a week late, guys. I accepted it, but am not sure about where I’ll put the thing.

Hair-nurse still hasn’t arrived, was supposed to come by this morning.

I swear, this insurance company will deliver a coffin a month after a scheduled burial… It’s all been too little, too late. Liberty Mutual, I weep for your clients. I cannot advise strongly enough about leaving that group, if they’re your provider.

I’ve been getting calls today from a “Sapphire Group” in Tampa that found my resume (from February-ish) and is wanting to interview me. Very interesting. I’ll talk with them on the phone more later, out of courtesy, but I suspect odds to be slim on my wanting to head up there right now. It’d take a really powerful offer to lure me from ACIM and Ft Laud… plus, I’m still in mending mode.


Blotter Acid Art


Two Zombies Later – Strange and Unusual Music form the Exotica Mailing list Very cool stuff. I’m going to grab it all. Bongo Avenger is pretty darn groovy. (CD 1, Track 2)


Eye placement in 500 years of portraits.


Time Tales –is a collection of found photographs. found at flea-markets, thrift-shops, some are scooped up from streets and alleyways, fallen from an overstuffed bag or torn pocket. others turn up in a cabinet’s hidden compartment, found while wandering the rooms of an abandoned house. now the photos exist by themselves, lost in time. time tales does not want to reveal their mysteries. time tales asks to be the new home for lost photos, a resting place, for the nameless and the lost.


Lombergar – Some very good, bizarre digital art.


Ambient Orb slowly transitions between thousands of colors to show changes in the weather, the health of your stock portfolio, or if your boss or kid is on instant messenger FAQ


Bitrex! The Bitterest substance known. “The first use of Bitrex simply as a taste aversive was in a cream to prevent tail-biting in pigs.”


Nicole Tran Ba Vang – pseudo-skin art, nsfw, but very interesting. nomi‘s icon is this one. (check out her latest travelogue!)

#6220

Finally got a good night’s rest…In conjunction with a 2 hour power nap midday.

Wowie Zowie! Permanent Accounts have 20 icons, now! (and paid accounts can also buy up to 20 for $10 a year.. seems steep, but I know a lot of people that’ll go for it.) Why, I remember, back in the day,when people had no icons and by cracky, they liked it just fine! The addition of userpics was a good idea, though. I’m itchin’ to know what the up-and-coming fun stuff is, too. (I really don’t use more than four or five icons, generally, but it’s nice to have the option for variety. I didn’t have a user icon for about a month or two into having my journal.

Apparently rumor has it that audio posts are coming soon.

Weird. I wonder why they changed my LJ clustermap‘s colors.. and why the color borders are wrong on some parts. I suspect the parsing of friend’s lists is off. I do like that the search feature is active, now. I can look at the City of Baghdad, for example, and spot journals to peek at there. (I’m really not interested in the “questionnaire search” but I could see where it’d be handy to locate like-minded people to gather in meatspace.


Trans-gender star trek spider-man is just wrong, but a bunch of guys dressed up as AIM agents is dang cool.


Meow Memory, the kitten Memory Game.


Cool Mathematical Sculptures.


Info on the New Windows Build – Longhorn

current mood: Pretty good!
current music: John B – We Like the Music (Latino mix)

#6219 borg parts, cat wrasslin’, Dan sick, still need a hair wash

Running my hand lightly over my bandage…I count the bumpy ridges of the staples there. Nine, equally spaced, they remind me of rings used to hold a shower curtain in place. I wonder what the clinking of them being removed would sound like in a glass ashtray…I envision the sound being similar to bullet being removed and placed in a metal tray like some sort of slow scene in the middle of an action hero’s film, being repaired in a grimy doctor’s office after crawling away from a gunfight… left for dead.

Maybe it’s more like a row of scuta… (singular scute)

The ozone in the air is making Newt bouncy and full of the wrestling-urge…his rear claws rake at my wrist while I rub his tummy. I go to take my hand away, and he grabs on with his front swabs and chomps down on my thumb using just enough pressure to keep it in place. I’m tempted to brush his teeth after wearing him out, but I think he’ll get the week off, until I can handle him more surely.

Dan has a bad case of the flu today. I hope he mends soon, and also hope that he didn’t leave flu-germs here. I really don’t want that on top of everything else.

Hair-wash nurse will return tomorrow morning.. she was ill-equipped to deal with me. If I could get in the shower, I wouldn’t need anyone to to help… the idea is that I can’t get the wound wet. She’s coming back with a basin, as I can’t bend under the sink.

#6219 borg parts, cat wrasslin', Dan sick, still need a hair wash

Running my hand lightly over my bandage…I count the bumpy ridges of the staples there. Nine, equally spaced, they remind me of rings used to hold a shower curtain in place. I wonder what the clinking of them being removed would sound like in a glass ashtray…I envision the sound being similar to bullet being removed and placed in a metal tray like some sort of slow scene in the middle of an action hero’s film, being repaired in a grimy doctor’s office after crawling away from a gunfight… left for dead.

Maybe it’s more like a row of scuta… (singular scute)

The ozone in the air is making Newt bouncy and full of the wrestling-urge…his rear claws rake at my wrist while I rub his tummy. I go to take my hand away, and he grabs on with his front swabs and chomps down on my thumb using just enough pressure to keep it in place. I’m tempted to brush his teeth after wearing him out, but I think he’ll get the week off, until I can handle him more surely.

Dan has a bad case of the flu today. I hope he mends soon, and also hope that he didn’t leave flu-germs here. I really don’t want that on top of everything else.

Hair-wash nurse will return tomorrow morning.. she was ill-equipped to deal with me. If I could get in the shower, I wouldn’t need anyone to to help… the idea is that I can’t get the wound wet. She’s coming back with a basin, as I can’t bend under the sink.

#6218 nighttime visitor, aqua-mobile, Cat’s Eye Nebula.

Brother came over last night, late looking to crash (slept on the porch – Newt hair gets him). Apparently he missed the last bus home, so he wanted a place to just rest until he could take off. I was awake, so no big deal… until 3am when he woke me up trying to come inside the apartment looking for a snack, I gave him a smart ones sundae cone (only 2 points! hooray for splenda!) and wished him good night. He woke me again at 6am looking to get $1 for a bus pass (and another sugary snack from the freezer). A pity he wasn’t thinking more clearly, or I could have been only awakened once. I am sleeping more soundly, was very likely to go the whole night.

Thinkin’ about my sweetie, and that makes me smile.

bp is 110/70, haven’t taken any pain meds since right before bed last night. Riva noted that my wound is mending nicely, and nothing should impede staple removal on Friday.

Hmm.. I hope Jonna got my checks deposited ok on Friday… still no reflection, but it is the weekend.

I expect to see the Madre swing by today…she’s nicely picking up some drinks for me. I think Danny is coming by sometime today too, as well as the first visit by the “hairwashing” nurse. I can birdbath ok on my own, but it’s difficult to get my head under the sink.


Terra Wind. Introducing the world’s first luxury Amphibious Motor Coach / Yacht. Perfect for slow moving, or retired supervillians. Hmm… a little tricky, because it’s a freshwater device, but still handy for getaways on lakes or rivers.

They’re working on building a floating tow trailor for a car or pair of jet skis. Pretty cool!

I could see the old Z-squad group petitioning Agent 13 for one of those.

(I’ve seen the earlier “Duck Tours” Style vehicle before, but the bus looks just like an RV.


The Cat’s Eye Nebula. info, and a beautiful image.

#6218 nighttime visitor, aqua-mobile, Cat's Eye Nebula.

Brother came over last night, late looking to crash (slept on the porch – Newt hair gets him). Apparently he missed the last bus home, so he wanted a place to just rest until he could take off. I was awake, so no big deal… until 3am when he woke me up trying to come inside the apartment looking for a snack, I gave him a smart ones sundae cone (only 2 points! hooray for splenda!) and wished him good night. He woke me again at 6am looking to get $1 for a bus pass (and another sugary snack from the freezer). A pity he wasn’t thinking more clearly, or I could have been only awakened once. I am sleeping more soundly, was very likely to go the whole night.

Thinkin’ about my sweetie, and that makes me smile.

bp is 110/70, haven’t taken any pain meds since right before bed last night. Riva noted that my wound is mending nicely, and nothing should impede staple removal on Friday.

Hmm.. I hope Jonna got my checks deposited ok on Friday… still no reflection, but it is the weekend.

I expect to see the Madre swing by today…she’s nicely picking up some drinks for me. I think Danny is coming by sometime today too, as well as the first visit by the “hairwashing” nurse. I can birdbath ok on my own, but it’s difficult to get my head under the sink.


Terra Wind. Introducing the world’s first luxury Amphibious Motor Coach / Yacht. Perfect for slow moving, or retired supervillians. Hmm… a little tricky, because it’s a freshwater device, but still handy for getaways on lakes or rivers.

They’re working on building a floating tow trailor for a car or pair of jet skis. Pretty cool!

I could see the old Z-squad group petitioning Agent 13 for one of those.

(I’ve seen the earlier “Duck Tours” Style vehicle before, but the bus looks just like an RV.


The Cat’s Eye Nebula. info, and a beautiful image.

Hmm. I’m very prone to nibble in bed tonight. If I weren’t documenting intake, I’d probably have gobbled up a good portion of my available snacks as I read. Polished off the Magician’s Companion and it’s superb, information-wise, save for poor editing. I’d love to see a 2nd edition in hardcover and all cleaned up. I can see using it as a point of reference for a long time to come. It’s got me wanting to write something about the occult underground (or play in a UA / Over the edge game)

I remembered to call the mother tonight, and wish her a happy 56. She seems older than that to me… heck, Danny and Ray are both 40. I feel that she is more than 16 years greater than they are. She seems so much frailer.

I’ve been craving home fries since that article on flavor creation. I’m going to try to have Danny bring me by some salty-starch tomorrow…I’m not up to standing over a skillet yet. (Dan brought me a reload of Reese’s Puffs and took some laundry away today. we watched a little nickelodeon cartoons before he took off. He couldn’t stay longer, allergic to Newt. Dan varies from an hour to about 4 hours cope-level.)

Newt’s been sweet today by bringing me all of his toys and leaving them next to me to play with. He’s sleeping at my feet now, cute as a cat-loaf can be. His fur seems extra soft today…Perhaps due to the season’s lack of humidity.

I’m wondering if I can special order specific letters from alpha-bits cereal. Think that it’d be cool to have just a big bowl of a specific word like “LOVE” (Though, I suppose someone would wonder why I was eating “VOLE” cereal.) Heck, if I wanted to be a little narcissistic, I could always ask for “SCOTTO”.

My Popdex Game Profile – Popdex – Metapop

Entry #6146 Assortment

I’m daydreaming of giving my sweetie a long, loving hair-scrub, temple massage and Burt’s bees bath. I’m in nurture mode.

Today went a bit better than yesterday, even though RI inadvertently tore a letter from my brother in half and chucked it out, thinking it was trash. I had to instruct her kindly, but firmly that she is to *never* touch my things again without asking me first. I feel it was an honest mistake, albeit one that could’ve been avoided if she wasn’t being a busybody in my office.

Back’s doing well… I’m going to get info on the surgery a week from tomorrow.

Haven’t heard from my brother in a few days… I’m getting a bit antsy. Hopefully tomorrow will bring a letter.

one year ago Frankenstein, Manchurian Candidate, MD sniper, walk at about 3mph

two years ago distance poll, evil news, cecity

three years ago First anonymous troll, Saw Psycho Beach party with the bro, Pinky Tuscadero violates probation.

From the palm this morning –

I have the songs “old gray goose” and “hole in the bucket” rattling through my noggin this morning. I woke up early, but was slow to get out of bed. I was sleeping on my side , and newt was the length of my back, snuggled up.. no escape!

7:57 am Power out in half of the building when I arrived. I only hope it’ll be back up quickly. First clue was the BK next door in a blackout… No morning fizzy drinks or coffee to jump start. The elevator is kaput, too… At least I wasn’t in there with RI ! The maintenance man says it has been out since he got here at seven. I’m not sure of what use I can be until there’s juice, but I’ll get to scramble immediately afterwards.

/palm


Pareidolic Imagery Collection – Ghost photographs and the like.


Create your own tabloid.


Bruce Timmm Gallery: A jim dandy comic book artist.(the guy that produced the superman and batman animated series) A fine leap from when he was doing He-Man and GI Joe.
– via the gray pumpkin


Italian movie posters and Egyptian movie posters. Take your pick, both have an abundance of weird, painterly illustrations.


Monkey that knows karate. Who can resist?


India’s tech industry is booming. More jobs going going gone

Companies are slashing payrolls in the United States and Europe to cut costs, moving software work offshore and creating thousands of jobs for India’s low-cost engineers.
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Entry #6145 Nice weather, pesky people, squids, space, sea and starburst fruit chews.

Beautiful Morning today… cool, not humid at all, and just about the perfect temperature.

Rhode Island was in a mood… I suspect that she has either too much or not enough on her plate. She’s got micromanagement all over Newbie. Kahuna is out of town for at least the next two days, so we’ll see how that goes.


Mambo Puppets.


An organized online aquarium, in 2D and 3D.


“The discovery that they seem to be turning on each other at such a pivotal point in the species’ existence could be unsettling to squid lovers all over the world.”

The violent perils of biomass domination are let loose, exaggerates some journalist, as giant squid cannibalism shadows an inky doom for squidkind. On an octopod message board, however, the quoted scientist despairs.


What’s Really Visible from Space

There is a longstanding myth that the Great Wall of China is the only manmade object visible from space. It and several variations on the theme are great fodder for water cooler arguments. In reality, many human constructs can be seen from Earth orbit.
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Entry #6144 amazing land art, misc linkies and thoughts.

Earth as Art – For over 20 years the artist Stan Herd has worked the earth using indigenous materials to produce evocative and mystical works. From 160 acre plowed portraits to one quarter acre intimate stone designs, his work has become a platform for discussion of mankind’s contemporary relationship to the land.

Amazing. I’m astounded by the scape of this.. pardon the pun. Just, Wow.


To those that say a vegetarian can’t enjoy Oktoberfest food without eating sausage…. Pretzels and Kraut and Beer!


Carl posted a nice follow-up to the entry I posted about MOND a few weeks back. He’s also got a nifty interactive Crystal drawing program on his homepage.


Note to all Vampires. Don’t run out of turns near the train station. I got slurp-blasted and robbed big time. I had half a mind to turn the entire block, out of spite.


Weblogging Stats. I was surprised at how many were abandoned outright.


Going to get wet the end of this week! I look forward to the coming thunderstorms. I’m really digging putting hover-titles on my linkies now.


Candygram. Aww... I think he's kinda cute. Classic D&D Monster: The Bulette or more commonly called, Land Shark (No Relation to Chevy Chase.) My first introduction to large, tunneling monsters, later mimicked by Tremors. (Though Star Trek’s Horta predates D&D, and Herbert’s Sand Worms are ahead of that.) I’ve always pronounced it “BULL-et” but apparently it’s pronounced “BOO-lay”. Sort of a sissy moniker for such a supposedly nasty critter.

Bulettes have this neat defensive adaptation where, when they are enraged, their dorsal fin sticks straight up and exposes their only vulnerable spot. Of course, this is only a slight weakness. It’s vulnerable in the sense that it’s softer than the rest… It’s not a soft, pulpy squish insta-kill Smaug-zone or anything.

Also, getting close enough to stab this upper back weak spot with your sword is pretty difficult, because apparently a bulette can Leap into the air and hit with all four legs at once.. *That’s* something I’d like to see. I sort of envision a Gamera spinning-turtle attack…though a leap into the air with all four legs impacting on something as a uniform punch is possible, too, I guess. This is the sort of creature I’d like to see exist in the lost jungles somewhere, and be discovered in my lifetime.

entry #6143 Wet memories, German festivals kept quiet, site down, Admin tools.

Hmm. My web server is down. I wonder what’s happening there. I’ll give it an hour and they start to rattle some chains. [update: it’s up again! yay! but I can’t ftp for some reason! Boo! the scribble of my dreamself holding a squirming, plucked tentacle eye will have to wait.]

{Update to the update…FTP is back!} Snail-eyed guy dreams

I’m on call this week… and need to find another person or two we can hire to help take up the slack when the Kahuna’s out of town.

Doc agreed with the specialist… I called to start the wheels in motion for a time for my surgery. I’ve also been discussing the idea seriously about buying a condo. I figure that even if I don’t keep it, I’m all for putting my rent toward equity rather than just in some other person’s pocket. The consultant I talked to said that I can comfortably work out a regional one at about $125k on my income and credit. If I decide to turn it around and sell it later, I should make a tidy profit, too.


Random mental wandering.

I’ve almost always dwelled near a large body of water, usually the shore of Atlantic Ocean. Between growing up near Cape Cod (note to self, write about the cranberry bogs sometime) and the summering in Florida Keys, I’d say that the furthest I’ve lived from the ocean was when we were in Alexandria, Virginia. (Even then, we were right on the Potomac, a *DANG COLD* river, even in the summer, if memory isn’t exaggerating over time.) Contrary to popular belief, I’ve never had a residence under a bridge, in order to eat passing goats or unwary travelers unwilling to pay a toll.

I remember folks being really afraid of the beach when Jaws came out. I was only about six years old, but the killer-shark hysteria was amazingly high. All of those shore-bound places where I’ve lived naturally had a significant amount of tourism by the beach, and the year that movie was released, the visitors began acting even more irrational than usual. Lots of folks were too frightened to even walk along the water… somehow, some way, a ravenous, blood-lustful, twenty-foot man-eating fish with triple rows of pearly white and razor sharp teeth was going to leap onto shore, grab them, emit a long, deep, haunting laugh of pure aquatic evil, and finally bite ’em in half, twelve feet away from where the water stops and the sand begins. The real telling element was how you could see people scanning the surface of the water, looking for that one dorsal fin that spelled total carnage for the poor victim splashing, flailing and generally having fun fooling in the “deep end.”

I figured they were *looking* for a monster to get them. Having spent enough time by the water, I was pretty aware of sharks, and knew something about their behaviors and mannerisms. I knew there was the merest likelihood of being attacked by a shark, even smaller by a colossal great white. Even in recent years, when there’s been a notable increase in the number of attacks along the East coast, the amount of them is still tiny. I had no fear of being attacked by a shark when I went into the water. Sure, if I saw them, I’d get out, but it’s not something that gave me pause. I had more immediate things to worry about: man-o-war stings, and mean ol’ crabs that pinched your toes if you stepped on them by accident Most worrisome was the undertow.. my brother’s surfing drove that point home one time when I was about sixteen, and he got pulled out really fast. I’m glad that my dad was a strong swimmer and was able to recover him quickly. I didn’t even realize he’d gone that far until dad was out there calling to him.

That said, I can’t remember the last time I went diving, surfing, or swimming in water more than chest deep. Perhaps that’s overdue. I’d like to float out and around Red Reef Park for a bit. I’d like to see some stuff from the snorkel perspective.


Again, this year, It’s October, and I’ve heard nothing about Oktoberfest (which generally starts in the last half of September). On researching, it looks like I missed it this past weekend. Ah well, there’s always Bavarian Village.


Handy dandy Admin tools recently discovered –

F.I.R.E. is the Forensic & Incident Response Environment Bootable CD. Its a downloadable ISO that allows you to gathers tons of information on dead and alive machines.

Offline NT Password & Reg Editor Bootdisk is a very simple bootable CD that lets you change passwords on a machine you have physical access to. The bootable CD version includes support for some SCSI cards.

Other handy ones –

Free IP Subnet Calculator from solarwinds.net
Free TFTP Server from solarwinds.net
Free GFI LANguard NS Scanner 3 (non-commercial)
Ethereal Protocol Analyzer
Free SSH Client
Free SSH/Terminal Client (Nags)
Free Angry IP Scanner

Entry #6142, snail-men attack, visiting the doc

Entered from the dream notebook –

Unusual dreams last night of being hunted by men with snail-like eyestalks. I was cornered by one of the monsters wearing a dark blue suit and red tie, not unlike a TV personality or politician…. To fend him off I had to club one of the stalks into a wall, and then flat-palmed the eye at the end until it made a resounding squish that echoed though the dank stone hallway we were in. It had the sensation of a burst grape under my hand… no blood, but clear liquid. He collapsed to the ground silently, either unconscious or dead… so I grabbed the other stalk from his face and yelled into it like a microphone, demanding that they stop, or that I’d be forced to tell what I knew to the authorities. (I have no idea what I “knew” or why I thought the eyestalk was some sort of communications device to the other stalked-stalkers.) When I finished my little speech, I tugged the other stalk out of the beast’s socket, sort of like plucking a stray nose hair. I got the sensation that they had ceased pursuit, and could relax a bit, wondering idly if salt would dissolve them like other slugs.


Going to the Doc’s for follow-up today, and to see when I can schedule the surgery. Hopefully it will be soon. More to follow tonight.

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