July 1912 wasn’t going so well for Franz Kafka

July 1 Too tired.
July 2 Sad.
July 3 Today is my birthday.
July 4 What are you? I am miserable.
July 5 To have to bear and to be the cause of such suffering!
July 6 Unhappy night.
July 21 Miserable creature that I am!
Day 20,986